The Future

The future looks so bright. All this time I'd been trying to see my future in the midst of the night.


I'm so excited for the rest of my life. I can't wait to spend it with you, Jennie.

"Every Tick of The Clock, One Moment I Lost"

I cried at the thought of rejection,
screamed at the sound of it.
I melted from the heat of embarrassment,
hid from the opportunity.
I fell to the feet of fear,
my guiding light.
Steered me from chance,
leaving many things unknown.
Keep convincing myself
I won't shed a tear when I'm old.

"The Ghost"

I am a ghost
invisible and dead inside
haunting the places I'm comfortable
surprising those who know I had died.

Searching a world
that no longer knows I exist
for the one thing
that, while dead, I've missed.

I seek revenge on my murderer
and when I awake to rise from my grave
no one understands
why I keep coming back to this place.

Maybe one day
I'll feel alive once more,
but with the one who killed me
I must settle the score.

Oh Me, Oh My

This is my first post on this blog so I just wanted to mention a few things. I will be using this blog for everything from random thoughts, to poetry, to venting about things such things as pop culture, religion, politics, etc. I'll probably be transferring some of my former blogs on other sites to this one as well.
I'm running low on rest and don't really have too much to say right now. I just kinda wanted to get that first post out of the way.